What could be on her mind?
This is my chance to say whatever the hell I want, and my chance to complain about all the bullshit I go through everyday. Daily bitchiness: Why the hell do people with huge asses think they can squeeze into a seat on the train not even big enough to hold your purse???? I HATE THAT!!

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Thursday, August 30, 2001
OOooOOo...LOOKY!supplies

I started classes on Monday and I'm feeling like its been a month already. It is chaos in my school. They are still registering because they need as many students as they can get so we can avoid budget cuts. I have two art classes and I had so much fun getting the supplies. I had to walk hella far to get to the shop and then lug all of the supplies home without help. It was worth it because now I can start painting and being creative again. One of my textbooks is 2000 pages long!!! That's for English Lit II. I also have to read three long, boring ass novels for the same class. My business communications text is almost $90 bucks. I can't get myself up to tossing away 90 bucks on one textbook. I'm trying to get around that by finding it used or in the Library. I also got three checks today :). I'm feeling rich right now but reality will hit me tomorrow when almost all of it goes to bills. Aww well...it was nice while it lasted :D



Sunday, August 26, 2001
R.I.P. AALIYAH

If you didn't already hear, The singer/actress Aaliyah whom was born in Brooklyn and raised in Detroit, died yesterday at around 6:30 pm in a plane crash that killed 2 women and 6 men. It was said that she died instantly when the plane, which wasn't too far from the runway, slammed into the ground causing the plane to explode. The cause of the crash is still under investigation, however, it is said that the plane was overloaded with luggage. They were on route from The Bahamas to Miami after finishing a shoot for her latest video. She was 22 years old. It's really weird to talk about it because I'm her same age and I couldn't imagine something like that happening to me or someone I know. May DIOS be with her and her family. That's all I really want to say right now :(.



Saturday, August 25, 2001
WHERE DID THE SUMMER GO?

I haven't posted in a minute but that's because nothing exciting or tragic has happened. My last day of work was Thursday. I felt alittle sad but now that I think about it, it may be a good thing. I can focus all my attention on school, myself and my man for once. He cleaned and cooked for me like almost everyday because I would get home at like 7:30 and gets home at alittle after 5. Isn't that sweet? He doesn't really know how to cook alot of things, but he's getting better at it. Well from now on I can take care of him for a while. He really deserves it. He works like 6, sometimes seven days a week just so we can have some expendable/extra dough in our hands. I'm forcing him to go shopping becuase he doesn't want to spend money. I'm making him get two pairs of timberlands (on sale 2 for $140) and an Avirex jacket that he's been lusting over for a few years now.

I went to the beach and it was perfect. It was alittle windy but the beach was empty. The infamous THONGANATOR was there LMAO (from older post). He didn't harrass anybody but a group of middleaged women were drueling when he passed by. I didn't see any business cards this time (were would he store them anyway?) so I guess he wasn't looking for any action...just women to admire his glistening body while the sun sets just behind his luscious glueous maximus LMAO. I realized that the summer is coming to an end because the sun wasn't very strong and I got there around noon. I got a little tan and didn't dare to go in the water. It was too windy and there were baby fish all in the water. UGH...I know...I'm a wimp. I want to go to the beach one more time before te summer is really over. It's pretty close to me so why shouldn't I take advantage?



Monday, August 20, 2001
FEEL LIKE DOING THE "VANILLA ICE"

I'm feeling alittle giddy lately. I dont know why. It may be cuz schools starting up again, or I'm ending my job soon (which just may be a good thing), or life is treating me good in general. I notice that I go through these cycles a few times a year. My "ups & downs". With every good period there is an equal or worse bad period. Winter is usually pretty bad for me. It's depressing, I hate to be cold, and there's only like 3 hours of sunlight that I can enjoy. I'm getting ready for that, trying to think of things that are fun to do like ice skating, christmas shopping, my B-Day, etc.... As you can see I worry about shit that won't even effect me for a few months. I should be thinking of the cool Autumn dayz ahead and fall shopping (my favorite time to shop). I'm realizing that I don't really have much to worry about anymore. I have a beautiful apartment thanx to my wonderful boyfriend (who pays the rent), my tuition is paid in full, I have alittle dough to shop, and my bills are under control. Aint life good...damm I shouldn't jinx myself *knocks wood*. :D



Tuesday, August 14, 2001
WTF******!...

So I was bored as hell at work and I wanted to see if anyone would write something like "I hate Spics" on a website (I did it for "I hate n*ggers", "chinks" etc). Do you know how many site found? Maybe I'm just naive or maybe this world is fucked up.
This site dedicated it's entire page to it. I was in shock when I saw this shit but the jerk didn't leave an email or anything to contact them cuz I would have flipped and then reported them. If any of you know a way ot get the email lt us know cuz I don't understand why this page is up at all. Just thought I'd share this depressing shit with you. Peace :)



Monday, August 13, 2001
Maybe it's that time of the month?

Well I'm here at work, bored just like every other day. I don't know what my problem is. I just can't stay happy at any job. I always get bored or sick of it after a few months and then I start to slack off. I think it's time to get into a different field. I'm sick of answering phones and typing, which I do enough of at home, and smiling and being friendly to every illiterate freshman that strolls by..."NO, this isn't the f*cking nurse's office! Can't you read!!!". Well I guess I'm just never satisfied with what I have until I loose it. Isn't it always like that?


I just got lunch which was a bag of salt/vinegar chips and a pepsi. I haven't had an appetite cuz of the heat over here. I've been alittle sick also so I'm gonna go home early today because I feel like shit. Anthony got out early because the water was turned off in his office building. He's going to see a movie (which is next to my school) until I get out so he can go home with me. How nice right? It may be that time coming around. I'm late but my cycle is all f*cked up from the depo shot I took like almost 3 years ago. Well let me stop bitching and depressing your whole day. This, this, and this site should cheer you and me up :). I'll probably be better once I'm at my little casa. I'm out



Saturday, August 11, 2001
KAZAA IS THE BOMB

Thanks to christina I can now download music again for free. It is similar to napster and scour. Just go to KaZaA and download the program. I'm so glad I got it cuz I've been looking for something like this since napster got shut down. Go check it. Done for now :)



Tuesday, August 07, 2001
WANNA SEE MY CRUSTY ASS?camera

Oh yea, one more thing.........I'm getting that^ camera ::smilez::. I wanted something just alittle better than my old azz jamcam1.0 (I still love her though) so I splurged on this one. I heard it was really good and I may just become a wemcam whore lol...no I doubt that but I may get online with it once in a while....ciao munecas!



RUSH TO SEE RUCH HOUR 2 haayaaa!ohhh lala

I saw RH2 TWICE this weekend. Friday cuz it was my baby's birthday, and again Sunday cuz my Dad wanted to see it and I was willing to sit through it again (Anthony wasn't to happy). Well all I have to say is those are some funny ass muthafuckas!
Chris Tucker did a hell of a job on this one. The script was tighter so the laughs just kept coming.We didn't go to the beach like we planned cuz it was cloudy and we wound up eating at the chino/latino place and getting alittle drunk off of tequila. So my dad came Sunday like I said and I was bored as hell. After rushing to clean my house and wash my ass, he comes to do nothing but talk about boring shit. Typical dad stuff. "I'm so proud". "You are doing so well". Yea I know I am. I'm not afraid to admit that to myself. We aren't very close so after the movie I was ready for him to bounce.

This heat is crazy. My cheap ass don't have an air conditioner at my place so I actually enjoy coming to work hehe. I felt so sick this moring but got my ass out of bed just to feel cold ass air. My man is bitching and complaining every night cuz it's hot. I KNOW I tell him, I'm suffering as much as he is but it doesn't matter. I think he just wants to be the one for once that is the complainer. It's rare with him but it happens. Now I see how I act when I'm bitching about something stupid. Not very pretty at all.



Thursday, August 02, 2001

I CAN TASTE MY STOMACH
If only I have one of these mmmm! right now I think I could function properly. I am soooo hungry right now that I can really taste it. The acid or last nights meal is resinating in my mouth. Gross, I know. I dont have any money on me and I left my bank card home. Poor me eh? I'ts all good cuz I get paid today ::yippie:: but it will all get blown on my boyfriends gift (buffalino boots, condoms (j/k) and I don't know what else), and bills. This is my plan for his berfday:
1. the beach tomorrow early to catch some rays,
2. see a movie (rush hour 2),
3. go to the lower to eat at this chinese/spanish joint that has the best greasy ass food for dirt cheap,
4. get drunk ou of our minds and try to make it back home in one piece (I'm gonna try and get a nickel so we can get blissed too...shhh...don't say anything).
It sounds like a lot but he deserves it. He works hella hard 6 maybe 7 dayz a week just so we can live comfortably.He's a good man. Ok time ot get paid and eat something before I shrivel up...